I’m afraid ….

I am still feeling bad and tomorrow my doctor will decide whether I have to go to the hospital.

I fear for Mavis, that the people might not take good care of Mavis.

I fear for Muffin that the people might scold her too much. She is still a baby.

I fear that Gladys will breaks her heart about my situation.

There are many thoughts in my head that bothers me.

I wish I will feel better soon and I need not to leave home for any medical treatment. My family needs me home.


I thought it was cold today……

I woke up early morning to prepare Mavis for the Bus. She is going to the Lebenshilfe as usual.

I felt my bones are aching and I am shivering, I thought it was cold. I turned on the floor heater and I wear more clothes. Mavis wear warm clothes too. I look for Muffins clothes and dress her too, so she won’t get cold. I took some picture of her because she looks cute with her overall.

When Mavis left with the bus, I lay down in my bed with Muffin and we both fell asleep. We slept in about 3 hours or more. I am still shivering and my bones are aching. My head is getting heavy. It’s hard to do some work…but I have to do some cleaning that I usually do daily.

The Sun is shining through my glass window. I checked my body temperature and find out that I have fever… 39.5 °C

That’s the answer why I am not feeling allright. I took Paracetamol and Aspirin and hope everything will gonna be allright later when Mavis comes back home.

I am afraid to get sick, because we are alone… Muffin cannot help me nor Mavis. I have to take care of myself. I hope …I’ll be fine tomorrow.

This is Muffin our little Princess !

It’s nice outside :)

Muffin is behaving nicely sitting in the chair beside Mavis and they’re both watching me, while  I was  removing  weeds in the garden. There’s a lot of weeds and it will take many months to remove them. I am able to cut the grass today too.

Once in-a-while I play with Muffin with her ball. I can say that Mavis love seeing how fast Muffin run to catch her ball and to bring it back to me. Muffin never get tired but me. I feel good watching her running too. She has a lot of energy!

We went inside the house about 17:00 o’clock to eat our dinner.

When Mavis already in her bed I turned on my PC to watch “The Vow”. Gladys told me it is good. After I had seen the movie … I can hear that it’s raining outside…. then…. I caught myself whispering ……” that is music to my ears” 🙂