In my silence…….

After reading Thaddeus message, I feel like a stone falls down from my heart.  I love him amd his whole family. I am sad that it did not works how I wanted him and G be together in the future.

I do not know how to answer the message back. I had a lot of tears after reading the message.  I can almost figure out Ethan walking with the shoes, I can see with closed eyes that Jess and Mary Ellen wearing the bracelett that I  made. I wanted to give more and for the other part of the family, but since the situation gets worse, I do not know what to do. I love everyone in this family. Deep in my heart, I do really mean everyone.

This family will always be a part of me.

Muffin is still going upstair every morning and barking at their room door.  It reminds me how she loves keeping them bussy. I wonder what’s going on Muffins mind …..


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